Oh, God. I have to make this really quick because I had to prepare for work and all. I just feel so happy today!!! I love it. I really forgot to do some blogging these past few days on account of not having an internet connection at home. But I’m just so happy that it’s back. The internet, I mean…. Two days ago, I suppose. Yeah, that must be it.
I’m pretty stoked over something. I just can’t spill the details here. BUT I AM WAY TOO EXCITED. OG. Anyway, I just want to say that I’m starting to write a new story. Well, I like it. But I have to finish the other story that I stopped working on two years ago, I guess. Yep. I don’t want to leave it like that… unfinished.
Okay, I really should go prepare.
So today is Mother’s day and I’m currently hanging out with my boyfriend, blogging and watching a movie. Well, we’ll attend the mass in a bit. Okay, so here’s the thing…. I’ve been pretty busy lately. If being busy means hanging out with my one and only and enjoying my current job.
There’s so much that has happened and I’m still grateful after all that I’ve been through with the people I love most. But it was so cool. I mean, maybe those things are meant to happen or maybe I attracted them to happen, but whatever. I mean, it caused me to grow and understand people from a different perspective. I remember last time that I went home crying because I got into a huge fight with someone that matters most to me and I really felt like I was going nuts. Anyways, I cried to my mum and she explained to me a few things that I never knew I would realize. So that was when I realized how important it is to be open with people that you know you would care about you so much. After my mom’s explanation and my realization, I finally got the chance to admit my mistake and said I was sorry to the one I really love. We made up eventually. It’s like nothing has happened between us and that’s one of the amazing things I have discovered in this life.
I guess bad things happen because they are opportunities in disguise. They happen because God or the Universe wants us to grow to be a better person, to be close to people, to reunite with people, to understand ourselves better than others.
I’m glad to say that I’m starting to get back on track. I finally moved on with the issue regarding my stolen phone because I’m going to block it. HAHAHA!!! Whoever bought it, well, too bad.
Oh, and today… I’m happy that I finally said I love you to my mom verbally. Usually, I write it on cards or whatnot just because I’m really afraid to say it. I don’t know. But I thank God because I finally break my barriers and welcome with open arms the change that’s coming in my way. I thank my ever supporting and loving boyfriend that believes in me. Always. Without him, I don’t think I would be able to do such things now. Things that really surprise the people around me. I guess he changed me and I allowed him, too. And my parents, too. And other people also.
I’m pretty much stoked about everything that’s coming on my way!!! God, I really do love my life and everything in it. ❤❤❤
So, I gotta bail.
P.S. Don’t forget to be thankful.
Okay, lately I’ve been grumpy. No, it’s not because of PMS. It’s because I forgot to do something every freaking day. Well, it actually started when I lost my phone. I felt lifeless then… and angry and any other negative emotions that really made me too stupid to notice a few important points. Wow. It’s been going on for about three weeks, I guess? I just can’t move on I lost it. More like someone stole it from me.
Anyways, life goes on.
Did you know that almost all of the areas of my life are affected just because I am such a spaz to forget a simple thing? Yes, and that’s being grateful for what I have. I’m dead serious. It’s totally unnecessary to enumerate the stuff that has happened within that three weeks but now I have totally learned my lesson.
And I already know how I’m going to shift everything back to the way it was by starting to do it all over again. It really works. Try counting your blessings as soon as you wake up and your mood suddenly changes. It’s fun!!!
I gotta bail.
I just graduated from college last week, April 18, 2013. Oh, my God. It was the best day ever of my life even if I got a bruise from constantly pinching myself on account of feeling like I was about to swoon and my legs went all jelly as I got up on stage. BUT YOU HAD TO KNOW EVERYTHING WENT FINE. My mom was there and just when I thought she couldn’t make it. I had a crying fit the day before because I felt so bad that she couldn’t come and see me graduate. Hell, I even told her that I wouldn’t attend my own graduation. I mean, what is the point? I thought she was going to be there! (Okay, I don’t want to cry). It was a very important day for me and for her, especially. I mean, she was the reason behind everything. She was there. SHE WAS THERE, ALL RIGHT. As I went down the stage and lined up with my fellow students to take our photo before we sat down on our assigned seats, I saw her beaming and with her officemates (she was working at my school and they were the ones in charge with the graduation thingy but she just had an operation and had to rest for two months), and I was so shocked to see her and I felt like crying because she looked so happy then and she even kissed me on the cheek and… and… I was just so happy then I was practically beaming so much on my photo. Okay, so basically that’s it.
I was just wondering, why do I write differently when I do a blog here and write something in my journal? That’s just so uncanny.
I bought a Meg Cabot book: When Lightning Strikes.
I love the series but I love the mediator series more.
My cousin gave me The Host book even if I prefer the original cover of the book. But I like it. Another addition to my collection!!! I’m so excited to collect my favorite books. It’s going to be so fun I can feel it!
Okay, I really should go prepare.
Okay, I lost my phone. More like someone snatched my phone whilst it was lying on the table. But anyways, fine. I am going to have a new phone and it’s going to be the one I want. I just know that for sure. The photos I have stored there are really important and it means a lot to me (my phone and all of the files I have there like contacts, personal accounts) so I felt pretty bad about losing it. Really.
I was hysterical yesterday because I couldn’t help it.
But life goes on.
And I just had to be glad because the fact that:
- The one/those who stole it didn’t even force me to give it to them. Like pulling out a gun or poking me with a knife or something. Still. Thank goodness.
- There are loads of phones out there and I could buy one pretty soon.
- I still have a phone to use, my old one though it’s kind of crappy but still… I am thankful because I have something to use.
- I quickly changed my passwords on every account that I have stored in my phone to avoid future hacking
OG. Okay. I better get ready for school. Graduation rehearsal today. Cheers.
First off, I didn’t know what to say. Well, okay. Maybe I do. Today has been good. I love it. Everything is so lovely, so perfect. The fact that I saw him and made him smile is enough for me. It’s like I did a great job. I know he’s serious sometimes and all but I was sooo damn happy when I made him smile today. It’s like a job well done for me and I am way too glad that I did something for him, for myself. Achievement unlocked fellas.
The little things you do and say really make me feel so loved and I am truly blessed to have you in my life. I don’t know if you’ll read this or not, I don’t care. All that matters to me is that I really do love you and I always will. I’m proud to say that I’m head over heels in love with you and I don’t have to deny that.
I really am the luckiest girl in the face of the planet.
Okay, enough with the cheesy level.
I visited Mom at the hospital and she looks great. She can finally eat, thank goodness. I was so worried yesterday. The operation went well also and I’m happy to say that we really are blessed and lucky! Yay! Thank you so much, Lord! You’re the best. ♥
Okay, I better hit the hay. Even if I don’t feel sleepy yet.
Oh, my God. I’m addicted. I can’t stop listening to the song. Again, Paramore really did well again this time. I’m pretty much hooked with every song in their album. Gawd, I wonder how the Fa– okay, stop right there.
I attended the freaking clearance requirement thingy at school. I swear, I just sat there and almost fell asleep. The fun thing about the 2-hr seminar at school was… I got a chance to see my friends again.
Okay, well that’s all for now.