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THIS

“I love being horribly straightforward. I love sending reckless text messages (because how reckless can a form of digitized communication be?) and telling people I love them and telling people they are absolutely magical humans and I cannot believe they really exist. I love saying, “Kiss me harder,” and “You’re a good person,” and, “You brighten my day.” I live my life as straight-forward as possible.

Because one day, I might get hit by a bus.

Maybe it’s weird. Maybe it’s scary. Maybe it seems downright impossible to just be—to just let people know you want them, need them, feel like, in this very moment, you will die if you do not see them, hold them, touch them in some way whether its your feet on their thighs on the couch or your tongue in their mouth or your heart in their hands.

But there is nothing more beautiful than being desperate.

And there is nothing more risky than pretending not to care.

We are young and we are human and we are beautiful and we are not as in control as we think we are. We never know who needs us back. We never know the magic that can arise between ourselves and other humans.

We never know when the bus is coming.”

—  Rachel C. Lewis, Tell The People You Love That You Love Them 
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2014 IS HERE!!!

This year is the year to make things happen and to make dreams come true! I haven’t gotten to the point to set goals this year but I’m planning to do some list tonight. :) I’ll just have to keep them attainable, though. (Everything is attainable as long as I believe in myself.) YAY!!! I’m pretty much stoked to start anew this year. I’m not making promises of changing my ways or anything for that matter. Seriously. I love being me. Though I know I have some flaws, it makes up the real me. It’s who I am. Maybe I’ll change something but I can’t make promises for that. That’s just so pathetic.

It would’ve been fun if I celebrated New Years with my one and only and if we shared a kiss. Ohhhh. But it was okay that I’ve spent it with my family. I even jumped when the clock struck 12. HA! It was just a tradition here, kids do it because they believe that they will grow taller if they jump, and it was so fun to do it! (I know I’m not a kid anymore but seriously) Apparently, I feel bad when I tried to wake up my sister. I really wanted to jump with her but she was dead to the world! She wailed when I blew the trumpet toy, though. Hahaha!!!

Anyway, how did you guys celebrated New Years? I hope everyone had a blast! Let’s keep on being grateful every day! Woohoo!

Oh, and by the way, let’s intend to have a good year! It’s going to be so awesome. Even better than 2013, I reckon!

XX

chreenikki

 

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What’s keeping me busy

Hello. Okay, well… I neglected to update my blog. I’m sorry for that. Anyway, just to keep you updated with everything that’s going on in my life lately. Read the scoop!

Um, I went to a job hunt last week and I can say that it went well, aside from what had happened last Friday which ultimately bugged me so much I went home crying. Actually, I held back my tears until I was inside the bus and cried there quietly. What am I supposed to do then? Encourage myself to be strong, yadda yadda yadda??? Plus, my throat was hurting already and the easy to way to release the anger and frustration I was feeling was to cry. That was my last resort. Thank goodness I was so quiet… Well, except from the sniffing and all that crap. 

There was also a girl I met at the van terminal last Thursday. I sat beside her and waited for the van to fill up with people. Apparently, some were impatient so they left. I asked the girl where she was from and asked her if she knew the way to ____. She said no so I asked my mother (I texted her) and so, I asked her if she wanted to go with me since we were the only two left inside the van and I can’t wait forever for the van to be swarmed with people. So we got off and headed to the other terminal. Omfg. She even treated with the fare to the bus. I was so shocked and grateful. Then we started to talk about our previous jobs until she got off. Then I thought I lost my phone. Hahaha. Oh, and my uncle gave me money. Hahaha! It was truly a shocker but I am grateful. It was so unexpected. ^__^

Anyway, I’ve read Lemony Snicket’s series up until The Vile Village. Then I began watching Once Upon A Time and got addicted to it so basically I just watch and watch and watch instead of reading but that’s fine with me. I have enjoyed watching the season 1 and I’m about to watch the second season! I am so psyched! Oh, then I started watching American Horror Story Coven, too! I don’t even know why I’m watching the series, though. Maybe because I’m curious. Holy crap. I’m a huge fan of morbid, gory, scary and horrible stuff but I’m afraid, all right. It’s good that I managed to watch something scary alone. :)

Oh! I’ve downloaded the Once Upon A Time book, too! I’ve started reading it and then paused because I went back to series marathon. It’s soooooooooooo fun!!!

Plus, I get to watch Thor: The Dark World last Friday even if I wasn’t really feeling well. I enjoyed the movie so much. I was probably so loud at the movie theater on account of being exhilarated, excited and shocked with everything that was happening all throughout the movie. It was soooo goood!!! A friend told me that the film wasn’t good enough, I disagree! I loved it in every way. Especially the facade of Loki. I was so frustrated by the end of the movie, I swear. But I loved it enough. :) I surprised my boyfriend with movie tickets! I didn’t really want to watch alone and it would be fun to drag someone along… :”> Plus, it’s also a way for me to make up with something I did earlier that day. ^___^

Okay, well, I think that’s all…

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Oh, and the victims of this really awful typhoon that hit our country so bad. Please pray for them or donate. Whichever you prefer. It’s just too atrocious and I can’t stand watching the news because it’s so heartbreaking. Really. Well, I believe that they can get through with everything as long as they keep the faith and believe… and pray.

Alright, I better go and prepare! I’m heading out today and I hope everything will go better than expected.

chreenikki

 

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What I’m Thinking of Right Now

There are so many thoughts buzzing around inside my head. No wonder I’m getting awful headaches lately especially yesterday. Omfg. I even got a fever and cried. Anyway, here’s what I’m thinking and I thought I could share this to you guys:

I am just so pissed when people start to criticize every little thing you do! Like what on earth? So here’s what I gotta say: They probably are bored with their lives and they would rather talk about you and give you so much attention because they are maybe jealous of you. People do what they want to do, all right. But I think the world would be a better place if people just let people do what they want to do. I mean, of course, if you see someone getting stoned and you know it’s not right… At least, talk to them out of it. If they don’t budge, it’s not your problem anymore. But if you criticize people with their own choices and they are happy with it, what kind of person are you, then? What kind of attitude and behavior come off of you? Who do you think you are, a god? A goddess? I don’t think so.

This is me expressing my opinion and I just don’t like it when people start judging others based on their choices in life. If it makes them happy, let them do it. Let me just say that if you’re happy making others’ lives miserable, I think you’re diabolical. That’s all I can say. :P

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Pretty Occupied ❤

Hello there everyone! How have you all been? :)

It started to rain before lunch, I guess, and it’s just too amazing that I have a book with me! This is what I like about this kind of weather. Usually, I enjoy this with a steaming cup of chocolate drink. But I didn’t have any so I settled with McDonalds for my lunch. I just stayed mostly in bed all day since I had my laptop back and I’m incredibly busy reading a book. At last, something to keep me distracted!!!

Having finished A Series of Unfortunate Events: The Bad Beginning today, I get to start with the sequel immediately which makes me incredibly delighted. There’s something about Lemony Snicket’s writing that makes me feel like I’m being told a children’s story. I know it’s a children book but still. I feel like a kid whenever I read. Count Olaf is the most annoying and funny character in the book. Actually, I find him funny because of the movie… I mean, come on. Who wouldn’t laugh at that part where all of his friends were dozing off and he was acting there like a fool? I don’t know if he was trying to imitate a dinosaur or a cat. 

I’m hoping to finish the 12 books by next week. Then I’ll probably start reading some of Meg Cabot’s new work. :) If you guys haven’t read the Mediator series, 1-800-Where-R-U series, All-American Girl and it’s sequel Ready or Not, read it now! I’m telling you! Oh, and Jinx too! I also read her Boy series and I liked it. Honestly, I’m a huge fan of Meg Cabot so everything about her work fascinates me! 

Oh, my Gosh! I want to start working by the end of the month. I’m keeping my hopes up. :) May God be with me! Ohhhhh. ❤❤❤ 

Okeydokey, it’s time to read again.

XXOO

chreenikki

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Blahhhhhhhhhh

Hello!

Okay, there’s nothing much to say, actually. I’ve been pretty occupied lately and I barely had a chance to read. I finished reading Queen of Babble. The trilogy was good. I’ve always liked Meg Cabot’s writing.

As for Wuthering Heights, I hardly opened the book but I always carry it with me when I go out. Just when I get bored or something, at least, I have something to keep me focused. But I have to read approximately 100 pages before I finish the book and that’s okay.

I’m currently reading Lemony Snicket’s A Series of Unfortunate Events. I like the way he narrates the story, though! I just started reading yesterday and there’s nothing much I can say about it yet. If you guys haven’t checked the movie yet, well, too bad. It’s a good film! I’ll probably start reading later after I tidy up the entire house. Sooooo… I gotta go.

There’s so much to do today!!!! OMFG I better start moving LIKE RIGHT NOW.

XX
chreenikki